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I wish I could sleep with you every night..
I love you.
sidenote: I love Taya and Ron. |
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| 06:03pm 16/02/2004 |
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I just wish you could see what I see.
Put yourself in my perspective.
Trust me, it's not bad, AT ALL.
....You'd be impressed... |
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| 05:49pm 16/02/2004 |
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mood:  calm music: Madonna- For a Girl
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THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | car accidents
02 | potato bugs
03 | loneliness
THREE PEOPLE THAT MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | Taya
02 | Rodney
03 | Richard
THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | music
02 | being in love
03 | my best friend
THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 food
02 |my parents
03 |selfish people
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | makeup
02 | lamp
03 | mirror
THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | rubbing my eyes
02 | waiting for the sis to get home
03 | awaiting his call
THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | procrastinate
02 | buy you things
03 | cry
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | care less about people judging me
02 | eat healthy
03 | hide my feelings
THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 |Soilwork
02 |The Postal Service
03 |Killswitch
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | Sorry
02 | Nice
03 | I See
THREE OF MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | Ice cream beverages/foods
02 : candy
03 | pizza
THREE THINGS I'D LIKE TO LEARN MORE ABOUT:
01 | Catholicism
02 | Medical Jobs
03 | future schooling
THREE BEVERAGES I DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | Soda (sadly)
02 | Milk
03 | Orange Juice
THREE SHOWS I WATCHED WHEN I WAS A KID:
01 | Full House
02 | seinfield
03 | Clarissa explains it all |
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| 03:42pm 13/02/2004 |
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WOW!!!
Life loves me. |
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| 10:08pm 08/02/2004 |
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mood:  contemplative music: i miss you
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shut the fuck up.
this will work out you stupid fuck(s).
Sidenote: I HATE fake people who don't show their emotions and people who don't FUCKING mind their own business.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MITZI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love all of my friends..
who knows...
Perhaps you are the one who makes me a better person.
You know... you make me want to cry because you really do amaze me.
I look foward talking to you each minute of the day..
or.. I always want to satisfy you in each and every way..
or want to buy you millions of things...
make you feel better when you feel ill
help you when you look helpless
make you happy when you're frustraited
put my cold hands on your cheeks when you look uncomfortable and hot.
fix your hair when it's messed up
call you immediatly after school
kiss your neck every second
wanting to just run and jump on you
I am in love with.. that little eye-twitch thing you do every 5 minutes..
that weird look on your face when you're pissed off...
the way your personality totally changes when you're around adults
when you whine to me
your bashfullness
Your 'serious' face..
Your obession for music.. it's adorable.
the way you hardly eat anything through out the day..
our little adventures
watching you sleep
listening to you breathe..
hearing you take showers
laying next to you
touching your tummy
rubbing your back
kissing you.
hugging you
laying on you
laughing with you
I really don't know what to do. |
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| 03:35pm 06/01/2004 |
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mood:  cold music: Broken Social Scene- Passport Radio
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I feel like I'm floating on a cloud...
I really don't know what to do. |
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| 11:13pm 02/01/2004 |
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mood:  blank music: Michael Bolton- Said I loved you but I Lied (once again)
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This is what I'm talking about. Yeah.
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| I don't know much, but I know I love you. |
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| 04:49pm 29/12/2003 |
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mood:  happy music: Linda Ronstat & Aaron Nevel- I don't know much.
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Yeah.
I've been scared. I imagine how it will be when we aren't together anymore... and it scares the shit out of me. I'm really happy, and I have realized that I can act however I want to act in front of him-- when in the past I haven't been able to do that. We're extremely close and open with eachother..
I love him, a lot.
I've been realizing how much I love my friends, too. Especially Taya.
We can relate in so many different ways... and it seems almost impossible.
Whenever she's having a bad day, I try to fix it.. just like how she does for me.
A lot of the same things happen to us at the same time.. I love her so much. |
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| 11:55pm 24/12/2003 |
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This is so great. |
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| 06:09pm 22/12/2003 |
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mood:  weird music: aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| I MISS HIMMMMMMMM |
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| 12:37pm 04/12/2003 |
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I'm at school right now..
And well..
Now I realize why I hate it. |
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| 11:41pm 02/12/2003 |
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Last Person Who...
.x. Slept in your bed? Taya
.x.You saw today? My mom.
.x. Saw you cry? My sister
.x. Made you cry? My parents
.x. Spent the night at your house? hmm... stephanie?
.x. You shared a drink with -
alcohol? Don't drink.
soda? I don't really drink soda, either.
.x. You went to the mall with? Taya
.x. Yelled at you? Mom
.x. Sent you an email? Brent.
.x. Said "I love you"? Mom
.x. Been to New York? Never.
.x. Been to Florida? Never.
.x. California? I live there.
.x. Hawaii? A summer ago.. It was amazing.
.x. Mexico? Never.
.x. China? Never.
.x. Canada? A few years ago.. absolutely beautiful.
.x. Danced naked? It's too cold to do that.
.x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happens the next day? I don't recall.
.x. Stalked someone? 2 years ago.
Pick One...
.x. Apples or bananas? Apples.
.x. Red or blue? Red.
.x. Walmart or Kmart? Walmart.
.x. Math or English? English.
.x. radio or CD? CD.
.x. drawing or painting? Painting.
.x. High school or college? College.
The Last Few Questions...
.x. Last time you went out of the state? a summer ago.. to Hawaii.
.x. Lucky number? 5
.x. Things you like in a girl/guy? Eyes.
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x. Weirdest thing about you? I have weird habbits.
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x. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Yes/No
.x. What do you think of ouija board? I would never ever use one.
.x. What book are you reading now? None.
.x. What's on your mouse pad? Black
.x. Favorite board game? Clue.
.x. Favorite magazine? AP
.x. Favorite sound? Rain. The snapping of hair. grinding my teeth.
.x. Worst feeling in the world? Wanting something soo bad, but knowing you won't ever have it.
.x. What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? Of Fuck.
.x. Do you like scary or exciting rollercoasters? I love both.
.x. How many rings before you answer? Three.
.x. Future daughter's name? Maddi.
.x. Future son's name? Aiden.
.x. Chocolate or vanilla? Vanilla
.x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? My Pillow.
.x. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? Traveling and helping people at the same exact time.
.x. What are you going to do after you finish this survey? I am going to go do my bed.
.x. What was the last food you ate? Cheese.
.x. you bored? Just a bit.
.x. How many buddies are on? 10
.x. Last movie you saw? Elf
.x. was it good? Insanely funny. |
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| 11:22am 02/12/2003 |
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mood:  cheerful music: Fixation on the Darkness
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So I am sick..
Sitting here, waking up at 11 in the morning..
Listening to Heart-What about Love
Wanting my senior prom to come..haha
Really wish I didn't let other people affect my opinion on certain people..(if that makes any sense at all)
And...
My head keeps feeling like it is going to fall off
I am about to sneeze
Needing to take a shower, but head hurts so bad I can hardly move.
Changing songs...
Killswitch..ahhh.
I feel better now. |
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| 05:16pm 06/11/2003 |
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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.
What kind of kiss are you?
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| 06:33pm 04/11/2003 |
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mood: contemplative music: the sweet smell of vegis
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I want to go to New York.
Linds and I were talking about it the other night..
How we would actually get what we wanted.. How we probably would not complain half as much as we do now... and how it would just be amazing.
Hmm.. Someday..Someday.. I have faith in that.
School has been terrible. But to be honest, I have many things to look forward to that keep me going. I have incredible grades.. and this is the first time I actually feel proud of myself for getting them.
I want hot hair. |
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| 08:41pm 01/11/2003 |
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mood:  tired music: Rest your head, aside.
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Last night was really fun. It was quite enjoyable spending time with a few people that I don't normally spend time with.
Today, Linds and I walked to this store to take in pants and what not.. it was a nice walk.. then we discovered this really awesome vintage store.. which made Linds and I EXTREMELY happy.. we both bought shoes.
My parents are going out of town in two weeks.. and I have no idea how to take advantage of that.. hmm, I'll think of somethin.. |
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| 10:59pm 29/10/2003 |
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mood:  jubilant music: While your heart is still racing...
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mood:happy
001.name: Melissa
003.location: Salinas, Ca
004.religion: No religion, lovee god.
005.occupation: I suppose soon to be making pizza.
APPEARANCE
001.hair: short blonde
002.eyes: hazel
003.height: five foot six and a half
STYLE
001.clothing: Nothing too special
002.music: All sorts
003.make up: heavy eye makeup
004.body art: None
RIGHT NOW
001.wearing: ex bf's boxers and red 'J' shirt.
002.listening to: Seinfield
003.thinking of: Sex
LAST THING YOU
001.bought: CD
002.ate & drank: peanut butter sandwich, milk
003.read: a post
004.watched on TV: the news
EITHER / OR
001.club or house party: club
002.tea or coffee: coffee
003.achiever or slacker: both
004.beer or cider: cider
005.drinks or shots: drinks
006.cats or dogs: cats
007.single or taken: single
008.pen or pencil: blue or black pen
009.gloves or mittens: gloves
010.food or candy: food
011.cassette or cd: CD
012.coke or pepsi: Pepsi
013.hard or mild alcohol: I could care less.
014.matches or a lighter: matches
015.sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful: I don't give a fuck.
016. Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey: Most definitely Oprah
WHO DO YOU WANT TO
001. kill: Mean people
002: hear from: Who knows...
003. get really wasted with: could care less
004. look like: Britanny Murphy or Jaime Pressley
005. be like: Myself
LAST PERSON YOU?
001.touched: Steph
002.talked to: Steph
003.hugged: Steph
004.instant messaged: Steph
005.kissed: Taya
006.who broke your heart: Shouldn't say
WHERE DO YOU
001.eat: In the kitchen
002.dance: my room
003.cry: anywhere
004.wish you were: SF
HAVE YOU EVER
001.dated one of your best friends? Yeah..
002.loved somebody so much it makes you cry? Oh yeah.. definitely
003.drank alcohol? Yes, once.
004.done drugs? Never
005.broken the law? I believe so..
006 ran away from home? Never
007.broken a bone? Never
008.cheated on a test? Of course
009.skinny dipped? Never
010.played truth or dare? Yes
011.flashed someone? Never
012.mooned Someone? Never
013.kissed someone you didn't know? technically, yes.
015.been in a fight? Not physical.
016.ridden in a fire truck? yes
017.been on a plane? yes
018.come close to dying? Everyday
019.cheated on your boy/girlfriend? Never
020.gave someone a piggy back/shoulder ride? Yes
021.eaten a worm/mud pie? Yes
022.swam in the ocean? yes
023.had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up? Yes, of course. |
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| 07:25pm 26/10/2003 |
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mood: mellow music: Oh I know you're needed...
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Hey.. someone should give me money and a ride to Sf..
I'm dieing.. this is torture.
.I want to go again.
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| 05:16pm 25/10/2003 |
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It's really hot you guys. |
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